responsibilty

responsibility=troublesome?

i have been thinking about that word 'responsibility' and i have came to a conclusion,i don't think i'm cut out for it with completely no experience.that's why i failed terribly at it as a monitor last year because of numerous confrontation problems which i undoubtedly possessed in a new school.i am now pretty glad that alvin passed me greatly!haha.it's just great he's wayyy better than me.but i guess i could be a good monitors if i saw how people ran first.all well.all i just want is a bright future..i still have no goal nor ambitions in life[currently] which result to 1 word..SHIT.

hmmm.i wonder what i would be good in,i guess i'm surrounded by geniuses but i'm not 1 of them.sadly i still dunno what i would be good at.ahhhh..prodigys are every where,if you see this kid 'geram' at doing something in particular watch that kid grow,you never know how they will turn out like -*p
you know there's a lot of attention seeking kids out there some even from childhood to adulthood.some thrive so much i mean A LOT until they would do anything for it.aiya the not serious 1s are the naughty kids.heh.all well.

oh yeah,as some of you guys know i have been hooked on once again on naruto.now watching the shipuuden series,or maybe the correct term reading the manga yeah.they have gotten pretty strong,i think that sasuke leaving konoha was good after all,if not naruto and sakura wouldn't be as determined to get stronger.so yeah conclusion?
competition isn't all bad,it's actually quite good =D

i'm pretty much screwed humans reading my blog.haha because i HAVEN'T studied a freaking subject and exams are pretty close so yeah wish me luck.and my sentences may be wrong and such forgive me.haha.and the stuff i wrote here are pretty much 'dumb' so yeah.hoped you enjoyed it!

hair.

I got a new hair cut yesterday,just a little trim here and there. Not much difference really just cut off all the dry endings part/spilt ends?=.0*quizzical look* She didn't ask for my opinion and just continued cutting,lol. Hmm,I seem to like my hair all MESSED up than neat and straight.[messy hair don't restrict your creative juices?]

err. I don't have any thing much to blog on. Oh wait i do! I have been having fantasies that i will wake up at 6.00am in the morning for just a you know. Nice little jog and such. But if i could wake up it would be an AMAZING accomplishment for me since I'm lazy etc etc.

I wanted to take my doggies for a walk but the sky was crying so i couldn't :( Bummer. I loveee Daisy,she's such a great companion to hug not much to the saliva part but still she's a darling. Danny is nicer to hug-more fur,bigger size but you never know what runs through his mind 0.0 well I dunno what dogs think but still you never know if they are actually thinking of a diabolical plan to destroy us all!ahhhhhhhh.[i don't think that would happen though but hmmmm..you never know.lol]

I READ FINISH ALL THE PRINCESS DIARIES BOOK!J.P is so nice to Mia. sweet kid :D now I'm just waiting for the 10th book,in the mean time i shall read the 'shopaholic & sister'! I kinda kesian Luke,poor guy,his wife is extremely unreasonable while buying stuff-no self control lah. Still Becky is very the lucky to find herself a rich husband who could help pay off her bills while she's currently jobless. Next book shall be the hobbit! I haven't read finish my Narnia series yet though-malu.

wow. My blog is boring! All well,live with it.swt.lol.

don't judge.you have no right.

it can be absolutely annoying sometimes when you already thought of what story to type but you forgot what to type about![maybe old age is starting to catch up with me.who knows?lol.]

ish.damn.i'm getting so-called 'pressure' in disguise.yeah lah yeah lah i know my sister is you know a genius who just doesn't wanna talk and such but i might be a genius too!you never know,i might create some thing that would destroy all human beings on earth!bwahahaha.of course i wouldn't create one even if i could.all i want is WORLD PEACE ,good grades,be a genius and money!whatever.too much to ask.lol.even in school people kena bully teruk by other people so yeah settle small to big.yay![this sounds er..dumb?][i'm no genius.i must admit.lol]
*i still dunno what career i wanna go in.i better decide SOON!or else mati lah.heh.or go blank.lol.which ever is a better option.

oh yeah.the topic that i'm gonna 'type' about tittle is the tittle!overall,agar-agar telling you guys.my parents rented out our old apartment to this bloody fella.well this fella said he was gonna stay alone or something but it turns out 10 PEOPLE were living there!they trashed the place a bit and left a very nice amount of bills.=.=.overall he wasn't a really nice person to rent to lah[my parents kena tipu by his ok-ish face]so my parents took back the apartment.the most annoying part is that he took ALL our STUFF!stove,lamps,gas and even a frigging LIGHT BULB!!
**the moral of the story is don't kena tipu by a innocent face!it may cost you and don't simply rent your old home to people.

oh yeah.life is too precious to give up,you go to hell btw.don't give it up for some dumb reason.if you have to show the person how much you adore him/her by suicidal attempts,well all i can say that person is not worth you!you have wasted valuable time on the person for no reason!so just move on,it might be painful but at least you showed that person you are strong and you will find someone who will appreciate you :DD*i know everyone knows about this stuff but i was bored!lol.sugar rush by the roti tisu with massive amounts of sugar!*

paper kite.

HAPPY BIRTHDAYY CRYSTAL!
thanks for introducing me to the world of anime.sweet cousin of mine.=]

I'm have been addicted to the princess diaries lately.I for one think it's a nice/humourous book.She is so obsessed over Michael,which is kind of the reason why it's funny.heh.Oh yeah.I'm been swearing again lately,not really good lah.Blame the book!shopaholics series.there's a lot of f and bloody,but no worries!I will try to stop swearing.It's possible.=D I'm going back to the word sheeeep.

This morning,when I was washing my hand,I suddenly remembered this kiddy story about a dog,snake and a family.It agar agar goes like this[not mordern,it's kampung version life style]-this family adopted this dog to jaga their house and stuff.One day,both the parents went out or something so they left the dog with their baby.Eventually,this snake went to the house,then the dog murdered it.After a while,they both came back for the shock of their lifes.The dog had snake blood over his mouth[but they didn't know,they thought it was the baby's],so the dad killed the dog and the mom rushed in to see if the baby was alive and such.In the end,they were depressed because they just killed an innocent dog for absoultely no REASON!
moral of the story-don't accused innocent animals/humans for something they didn't do.Find out the truth first.[excuse me from my bad sentences and such=D]

I fell on the stairs yesterday and had a tiny wound on my shin.heh.funny.I was at Ikano.After i fell ,i was like.'ahhh.bloody!'how dumb am i to fall down from a 2 step staircase?Appartently,very.lol.

merdeka

so yeah happy merdeka-ing everyone!malaysia boleh right?i think it will be easier to transform malaysia to the expected '2020' era thing,cause this country isn't really huge lah,but whatever let's move on to other subjects.malaysia is actually a really nice place to live.we have a nice weather[sigh,too bad no winter],GREAT food,great beachers,etc..btw,i didn't know that wikipedia had about manglish/bahasa rojak!lol. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Manglish

today i went to sri hartamas.reasons?my sister is absolutely crazy over the kids playground,play like a maniac,good lah that she's interacting with other kids.i went to the book sales,my goal was to find princess diaries books[kena hook-up dengan teruk]it's a nice book in my opinion lah.i already had the first till third+eighth[just bought] now all i need is the others except the ones i just listed here.so yeah i bought some books,good books hops]efully.

we[consist of me and my parents]were walking around to find a place to eat while my sister was playing and i saw these pair of gorgeous puppies/dog[kinda looked like the normal pincher dog]they were up for adoption[i hope they go to good families:D].ish,i am a total sucker over their eyes.http://rescue2rehome.blogspot.com/we had our dinner at some japanese/chinese resturant,it was good[how blessed am i?:D]

ciao everyone!and happpyyy meeerrddeekkaa!

make my day =]

random acts of chia yee.

[thanks aunty carol,jeanne for inviting me to lunch :D]

let me think..I'm thinking..I'm thinking..none that i can think now.lol

ahhh,why do people have to exercise and eat healthy to become healthy and fit?!if not we could just lay back and all.lol.but whatever.that was random.lol

erm.yesterday 4 girls went to sunway.don't worry!there was no harm done to anything yeah.they just ate.walk.and have fun =]

er.what did we do you may ask.we humans ate at the jusco food court!faya and dani were starving,ahh those strong souls =] we walked we walked and walked.

then we[me and jiem,they went to makan with family/relatives] went ice skating!i was a serious noob there.my gosh if u were a skating pro u would laugh like..mad..lol.i fell 3 times on the rink.wow.but on my shin and knee.not that bad,i guess.lol.jiem was having fun torturing[teaching] me and i was freaking paranoid if people touched me or was like 1cm close to me.hehe.oh yeah it was really wet,the ice melted a bit.then jiem went to the middle to skate.i was still figuring out how to skate at the side.

then she came back."i hate that kid with the red shirt he splashed water at me!"
then after her second attempt."i hate that hockey guy!he splashed water on me too!"
i was like "i wished i could skate as well as he could!ah.jiem hold my hand!"*waving hand wildly,almost fell*

oh yeah when i was barely skating i fell and spin ed on the rink floor!what fun!not..lol.i guess that's all.lesson learn,bring a person who know what they are doing if you yourself don't :D

[I think stairs have something against me..i swear!i fall at stairs i never walked before!]

pressure.

i'm starting to go back to my 'old' blogging ways.wait.do i even have blogging ways?!lol.

awww.lee chong wei lost to lin dan in the badminton men's single yesterday.darn.but whatever.lee tried his best even though he was in a whole lot of pressure[darn u pressure!],and he brought us back a silver so yeah we should really give him a big round of applause for going so far for our country and beating so many fine badminton players from all over the world.=]

"i'm not scared!just..cautiously aware of my surrondings."i thought that was funny but all well.lol.